My Place, My Life^^

wow~~I think that has been a time I didn't come to update my blog!! wakaka~~

Don't be so surprised!! You guys know that I am a lazy person, right!! hehe~~

Well, after a long three years, I am graduated now!! Hurrey~~

3 years... a degree course took my three years!! Actually, time passed very quick!!

Never thought that the three years were just like that passed by!!

and Now, I believed all my friends are looking and wiating for their jobs!!

For some, they are lucky...... should be working now!!

For those who like me...... looking and waiting for the job and somehow feel so bored staying in house!!

That was one day, picked a call, and the person said "Are you jobless now? Are you still looking for the job?"

This make me....hmmm... some kind of angry with that person!!

Actually, I hate the person said me I am 'jobless'!!

In fact, I hate the word 'jobless'!! Believe me, I think you will have the same feeling as I do (if you care as what I care)

Definately, I am not 'jobless'..... I am a fresh graduate who 'looking for job'

and Why should you think I am jobless??

Well, Impossible that I should angry and corret the word s/he said. I don't think I dare to do so.... Just like normal conversation as I did with that person who said 'I am jobless'!! and then didn't turn up for the interview as I don't like the position I applied for!! wakaka~~

Until Now...I am still looking for job!!

一切都来得太突然了。。。

而我却无力招架。。

当时的我看似冷静，

心里却是非常的复杂。。

但是我并没有哭！！

我以为我很坚强。。。

却又在那一瞬间，我。。。流泪了。。。

其实我的心理是很脆弱的。。

现在的我别无所求。。

我只要您一切安好！！

而我知道您一定会好起来的！！

因为我发觉最幸福的事是。。

您们一直在我的身边！！

原来我什么都不是。。。

‘一直以来，努力的从错误中学习，努力的改变自己，努力的不让自己回到原来那废材的自己。。我以为我已经改变了，我以为我已成长了，我以为我不再是无知的。。。可是，我错了，我还是原来的我。。我还是废材的我。。。’

一次的错误会永远的留在别人的心里，无论你是都么的努力改变自己，因为努力别人看不到！！

每一次的吵架重会旧事重提，无论你是否已经从错误中学习，无论你是否已经改变了, 因为你的努力别人看不到。骂在别人的口中，痛在自己的心中。这时候，心很痛，痛得很疼。。。

也许骂人者的心也在流血，但，被骂着的心岂不是伤的更严重？？原本已经伤痕累累的心，被你无心的加上一刀，很痛呀，血无止境的流着。。。

有人说“骂”是一种良药，只有被骂了才会听话，才会清醒。无可否认的这是对的，因为我也承认。但是，对于一个心已经严重的创伤，“骂”是不是有用呢？

肯定的这并没用。因为开战中，往往都会把以前的过错提出来，无论你是不是已经改变了，无论你是不是已经不再这样做了。而就在这当中伤了自己更在别人身上增加多一道伤痕。是不是很可悲呢？人啊，就是这样的。缺点往往记得很清楚，而优点也只是记的一两个而已。更可悲的是，气了自己，也狠狠的伤了别人。

“骂”并不是对每一个人都有用的。就像我，对我来说，“骂”对小时候的我很管用，因为我还小，会听话。但是，已经长大的我，被人骂，我心里可不是滋味的，所以我总会回嘴。这时，一切又回到了原点，旧事重提，彼此的心也伤了。。。

到了这阶段，你想挽回也是不可能的事了，因为伤疤永远的在那儿。。。所以我的心也不流血了，因为已经没血了。然后到最后，我才知道，我还是原来的我，我还是废材的我。

不要说我不对，因为我也知道我有不对的地方，我并没有否认，我接受。。只是我现在才知道，原来我什么都不是。。。

所以我奉劝每一个人，吵架时请不要旧事重提，因为伤口很难愈合。与其不停的责骂，不如大家一起坐下来心平气和的谈一谈。也许这更加的有效呢！！因为这也是我渴望的。。。

Finally, we have come to the last day of 2008!!

I personally very hate the year of 2008!! Every unhappy things have been happened on me!!

Even the last day of 2008!! Now, i am very down

and I don't know will I have the mood to countdown with my friends tonight!!

But what I guess is I won't....

because i am now too disappointed and distressing!!

Whatever now.....

wish you all HAPPY 2009!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

"HOHO~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!"

Being patient waiting for TodAy.....AND It's time to celebrate the Christmas!!

Even though all my friends are NOT WITH ME today

I still have an UNFORGETABLE CHRISTMAS DAY for this year.

PARTY+EXCHANGING CHRISTMAS PRESENT+SEAMBOAT= HAPPY

I guess you all are questioning 'why there is no TURKEY but STEAMBOAT???'

CAUSE THERE IS NO ONE KNOW HOW TO COOK THE TURKEY!!

Recalling back my memories....I remembered that one of my friends cooked CURRY TURKEY before!!

And CAN'T BELIEVED that the CURRY TURKEY was not bad!!

HAHA.... quite a "SPECIAL" friend, right??

Seriously, I really don't dare to eat the CURRY TURKEY

Hey friends, do you know the recipe for turkey??

If you do, please tell me but not the CURRK TURKEY!!!

Well, it's time for me to stop it here right now cause the CHRISTMAS PARTY is waiting for me

So, my friends, HOW IS YOUR CHRISTMAS TODAY??

SPECIAL PEOPLE ARE KEPT IN THE HEART.

SO NO MATTER HOW RARELY WE GATHER TOGETHER,

YOU ARE ALWAYS REMEMBERED!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS.....MUACKXX

, my  friends....

WELCOME to my place~~

As you all know I am a super lazy person, DON't expect me to update my blog frequently!! HEHE.....

BUT, I will try my best to come over here, OK??

Well, the CHRISTMAS is coming soon , 

and a christmas song here is  

ONLY FOR YOU 

(Don't cry even thought it is sweet to you...WAKAKA)

"Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays" - N'sync

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays
We've been waiting all year for this night
And the snow is glistening on the trees outside
And all the stockings are hung by the fire side
Waitng for Santa to arrive
And all the love will show
'Cause everybody knows
It's Christmastime and
All the kids will see
The gifts under the tree

It's the best time of the year for the family
It's a wonderful feeling
Feel the love in the room
From the floor to the ceiling
It's that time of year
Christmastime is here
And with the blessings from above
God sends you his love
And everybody's okay
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays

Bells are ringing
It's time to scream and shout (scream and shout)
And everybody's playing cause school's out
Celebrating this special time we share
Happiness cause love is in the air

And all the love will show
'Cause everybody knows
It's Christmastime and
All the kids will see
The gifts under the tree
It's the best time of the year for the family
It's a wonderful feeling
Feel the love in the room
>From the floor to the ceiling
It's that time of year
Christmastime is here
And with the blessings from above
God sends you his love
And everthing's okay
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays

No matter what your holiday
It's a time to celebrate
And put your worries aside (worries aside)
And open up your mind (open up your mind)
See the world right by your side
It's Christmastime
Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays

It's a wonderful feeling
Feel the love in the room
From the floor to the ceiling
It's that time of year
Christmastime is here
And with the blessings from above
God sends you his love
And everything's okay
Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays